the other side of an auditor

its 2011 already .. ?

2011-10-14T12:53:00.002+08:00

looks at my last post....it was in 2010 !! and now..its OCTOBER 2011 for goodness sake! hahahaha

so..what have I been doing for the past 10 months..?

ladies and gentlemen....

I HAVE OFFICIALLY RESIGNED FROM PWC ON 1ST SEPTEMBER 2011 !!!

woot~ woot~ joget joget..

I'm happy leaving PwC...like finally..!! but I do appreciate all the experiences I gained in PwC..the person I am now...the true friendships of 1 Malaysia...the knowledge...the skills and the not-so life :) haha..if I need to list down the top 5 things relates to PwC...the list would be as follow:

1. I learn how to drive because of PwC. From Port Klang to heart of KL, from Padang Jawa to Brickfields...u name it, I've been there...driving..and of course, parking!! owh yeah :)

2. True office friendships..its hard to find true friends with auditors...they either be friend with you coz you are on of the team mates thus kena la kawan so that he/she can ask you to do their tasks....or they just simply kawan in this assignment, and next day bwat bwat tak kenal...hahaha..but I'm glad to meet few great and awesome ppl in PwC..who never fails to keep in touch eventhough some of us left PwC earlier and some still stuck there :) To miss Farhana, Amira Aisha, Yap Ai Lin and also Big Boss Shyamkumar..thank you for true friendships! Always keep in touch ya *hugs*

3. The hardship skills...being in big four really makes you a heartless person..and that is the skill needed in this rough business world...I used to terasa when ppl commented on my work or those sarcastic talked-behind-your-back thingy..but now....heartless lady i am...haha..thank god I have a boyfie who always keep my two feet on the ground so that I dont become heartless at home..I can simply ask strangers if there's any queries for example, where do you buy your shoes that you are wearing? ...its in our genes that we always segan nak tanyer...but no..being auditor...TANYER JEEEEE !!! owh and I used to give answer each time there's a question..betul or not..dont care..janji jawab...which is also a good skills now as I am pursuing my studies in local uni :) Jawab je lecturer tuhhhh....

4. Accounting experiences...if you enjoy learning your Bachelor of Commerce/Accounting/Business and want to pursue further in audit life...think again!!! it is a completely different world !! The fraud cases, the reality of collecting debts, fixed assets gone missing, inventories got burnt down...all are very interesting indeed...I am thankful for having a varieties in my portfolio during my years in PwC...not forgetting, I also build good relationships with my client..thank you to U-Freight, Chep and also Felda...you know who you are..keep in touch and do offer me nice jobs! :)

5. Last but not least..hurms..the big fat payslips each months! and the claims...and bonuses..I managed to taste whats it like to have a 5digit payslip...best giler!!! hahahahahahaha

To PwC, thank you for the roller coaster life for the past 2 years and 9months....

so long ~~

now, fully concentrate on my boyfie...LOL

seven - eleven

2010-11-17T14:29:00.011+08:00

warning : this blog contains extremely gediks story and photos. viewer discretion is advised :)

if u stalked me in facebook, u already knew that i have changed my status. if you notice the changes in this blog layout, u will noticed that pieces of him here and there...dun tell me that i didnt warn ya..hehe

so...i'm in love

and it all begins at a friend's engagement..a classic tale of a boy meets a girl...the boy asked the girl out , the girl says yes and now they live happily ever after *exaggerate over* ouh, apparently the girl and the boy studied in the same high school but didnt know each other. the girl was a nerd while the boy , her senior, was and still am in a cool geng of m^sant^..hee~

i shall keep to myself on how it started..

but i wanna tell you a story of seven-eleven...no..not that 7e convenience shop..it was my very first date! and it was on 7th November 2010...

pukul 8 pagi:
bgn tido. excited. siap mimpi2 pikir nak pakai aper. breakfast jap ngan mak. tgk tv programme ntah ape ntah kat ntv7 pasal kopi. terbaring. tgk jam, almost 8.40. panik!!!!! tak mandi lagi. tp kennot rush. nnt mak suspect. haha. bergegas ke toilet. had super long shower so that i'll be super wangi! mula2 pakai seluar slack hitam, with black inner and see-through green blouse bought kat Jayjays. hurms. ok. test kasut heels with diamond. alamak. seluar nmpak senteng. ok. tukar pakai blue jeans. hurms. byk kaler lar pulak. blue, green with a red-head. ok. ok. tukar pakai slack balik. pikir pakai kasut laks. hurms. kasut flat kerja je lah. comfy. senang sikit nak ber-manja nnt. hahaha. blow dry rmbut and straighten it a bit. tempek tempek muka with clinique and benefits make up. tgk cermin. ok, chomel enuff. heeeee~ earrings. set. hair accessories. set. hand bag. set. all ready for my very first date!

pukul 9.45 pagi:
he picked me up kat depan umah. butterflies dah berterabur dlm perut. tak sempat nak ambik sangkar and tangkap. while he was making u-turn. sakit perut plis! calmed myself down. masuk kete. smile. the look at his face. speechless. yeay! sayang giler kat benefits makeup for making me look gorgeous, sumpah nak beli byk byk bwat stock kat umah..haha..dier pasang cd. a personalized songs collection from him to me on the very first date. sweetness. owh he actually bring another pair of shirt as he couldnt decides which one to wear and ask for my opinion. double sweetness.

mid valley:
parked in mid valley eventhough our movie at the gardens. reason: to be able to walk with me longer. nasib baik pakai flat kot! if not dah mengamuk ok!

brunch at delifrance:
since he was the masterplan for this date. he planned everything. had bread pudding and peach tea while he had chicken mayo sandwich with lime juice. sumhow the service was bad. we were ignored and the food took ages before it was served to us.
movie at the gardens:

he bought the tickets online. tapi. oleh kerana both of us sgt amat lah jakun dalam gardens. both of us tak tau where to enter to the cinema. hahahahaha. kena tanyer orang plis! he bought the pop corn set. watched ' Life as We Know It'. it was his choice. i ikut je.

movie at gardens are specifically set for couples. seriously. the seatings are on two basis and the tempat letak tangan kat tgh tgh tuh can put away. i loike!!! merendek time! ngeeettttt~~~ he said the seats were comfy. erm. takde impact on me. normal gsc seats are ok. gardens seats are a bit bigger for me. maybe sbb tuh its comfy for him kot. bigger and wider *winks* hahahaha.

the movie was hilarious. katherine and josh were superb. i laugh like a pontianak inside the cinema. nasib he didnt run away. kui kui kui. having a life size teddy bear to snuggle was fun too! ngeeetttt~~

lunch for two:

ok. a typical date would be - brunch at mid valley. tgk movie at mid valley. lunch pon kat mid valley lar kan...but NO! he said lunch at wangsa maju. WANGSA MAJU ok! so walked back to parking and he drove to the place. gps direction lead to carrefour wangsa maju. ok. i panik. mamat nie nak bawa gie maner nie? giler tak sweet kalau makan kat foodcourt kat carrefour. i is soo dressed inappropriate kot. hancur musnah nak merendek. isk isk isk. but man i was wrong. it was a fine dining at Jom Priok, a steamboat restaurant belongs to his friend. so, when i say it was a fine dining...it really was a lunch for two in an exclusive room kot!!never in my entire life i had a fine dining date. never k! there he caught me. dumbfounded. there was a waiter that serves us. ok. he might look like those bodyguards dlm citer 24 tuh. yg slalu kena jaga mr president tuh. very scary waiter indeed. he had picked the menu. so masuk. duduk. waiter pasang lagu and terus hidang. omg! i am having a date. a lunch date. just the two of us in a room. with collection of 90s songs. and being served. *pengsan-ness*

told ya i was speechless. sgt tak senonoh kan gmbar i kat atas nie. ha ha ha. first was the appetizer. udang goreng berempah with capsicum *sgt nyum* and garlic bread. den come ice blended coffee. tak minat sgt coffee. tp ada whipped cream. so abis kan whipped cream and pass the drink to him. den came the soup. hati sgt excited each time new food dtg. surprise plis! the main course was deep fried chic chop with vege. sedap! makan smpai gemok k. nasib pakai blouse yg agak loose. cover gak ar si perut itu. heeee~ dessert was ice cream. perfect. it was just perfect. i am pretty sure i was smiling during the entire lunch. seperti kanak2 yg baru dpt patung barbie okie. excitedness.

suddenly waiter masuk. ckp. this is for you miss alia. tadaaa!!! haa..panik tak? jap jap..tunjuk gambar jap..tada!!!

suddenly he hold a key. to open up the box. haaaaaaaa...romantik tak? heart attack kot! tgk citer asmara kat tv3 pon tak berdebar mcm nie. hahahaha. i shall not tell ya wuts inside the box. i'll let ur imagination go wild. keep on guessing babes. suspen kannnnnnnnnn

it was the best first date ever.

i am slowly getting to know him..and certainly falling bits and pieces for him...

and now..let me introduce you..my shrek..soon to be mr incredible hulk! hahaha. mr najatullah siddiq...ngeet~~~

...when i first saw you, i already knew...
...there was something inside of you...
...something i thought that i would never find...
...angel of mine...

...i look at you looking at me, now i know why they say the best things are free...
...gonna love you boy you are so fine...
...angel of mine...

...how you changed my world you'll never know...
...i'm here for now, you helped me grow...

...you came into my life , sent from above...
...when I lost the hope , you show me love...

hahahaha. i is rempit. i know! busuk kannnnnn. heeeee~~

kena letak title ke?

2010-10-27T21:30:00.004+08:00

my leg hurts. isk isk. driving to kl early in the morning is a no - no for me. this is because i tend to put my leg on the break pedal in the traffic rather than put the gear in N with hand breaks on..so akibatnyer..lama kot kaki i kat break pedal tuh. i keluar rumah around 7.30ish tis morning and i reached Felda by 8.30ish..uwarrgghhhh..lenguh plis!!! now jalan sikit jer..bunyi 'ketak - ketak' je slalu..hahaha..i is tua k..

i wanna buy a new purse. i want! i want! but then, pikir pikir balik, i should invest on a laptop bag..ahah..no..i dun want a branded lappie bag..but i want a laptop bag yg boleh tarik tarik mcm handluggage tuh...wuahahaha..i know its like soo gediks but my shoulder hurts..tak larat kot nak angkat laptop tiap tiap hari...berat plis! nnt can decorate the bag with keychains..and stuffy stuffs..*ngeetttt*...tp i tak reti nak cari bag tuh kat maner...i think..kat area sungai wang plaza ada kot! maybe sunway pyramid....*google how to go and park there..hurmmss*

i know nobody likes auditors. u can ask anyone in finance team in any company..mesti diorang ckp 'i tak suker bler auditor dtg..' or i can guarantee you that they will complains about auditors..i know nobody likes when their work is being scrutinized and audited..but its my job kot! i pon tak suker masuk each of my client and cari masalah je...i prefer a smooth, friendly, efficient and well-segregated finance team..but i guess thats too much to ask for lah..

world gonna be a better place and it starts with you. ok. i tried to use that phrase in audit. sooo tak jadi ok. i tried and still trying to be the baik auditor. work with client. client is always right. anything wrong, try to workout and solve it together. no marah-marah. no pandangan-maut. but no matter how nice i am. THEY STILL BULI ME!!!

i hate it when i ask for a document, they will gimme a document number and month of transaction, pastu cari sendiri plis! its still ok if its a monthly file of 1 file 1 month. tp if 4-5 files per month..pergh....even worse when client has a store room. 'cik alia, file ada dlm bilik nie, cari la sendiri k' ...rarrrr! paling paling benci kalau client's tempat file is the moving cabinet..berat kot! pastu today je mcm kena himpit byk kali k..coz the cabinet kan mcm moving..lebam plis! isk isk isk..

there are clients yg perli direct plis! 'alia, how are you expect me to work with you if your firm perception is to find client's mistakes (which btw, this is only rumours!)..obviously i wont work with you..' tolong advice how should i react on this statement? in my defence, we were there looking for loopholes coz each year we audit, each year jugaklah issues yg sama. no actions taken kot!! and yet they want a lower audit fees. pffttttt. menci. menci. sometimes, ada client kutuk tp tak sedar i duduk kat sebelah cubicle jerh. 'auditor dah dtg dah kak. ntah ape lar dier nak tanyer tahun nie. akak tak reti sgt pasal account nie. bwat bodoh je la bler auditor melayu tuh tanyer. dier suker tanyer soalan...' *speechless k*

dear client. plis stop buli me. i penat laaaa. tolong jgn nak emo emo i. i is baik. isk isk isk. you work with me. i work with you. ok?

a - all
u - u
d - do
i - is
t - think
o - of
r - resigning!!!!!

on relationship note: why do each time i taste a pinch of happiness , i need to swallow a tablespoon of pain...?? and i am certain that the tablespoon gonna be continuous :(

random thots

2010-10-27T01:23:00.002+08:00

sedih

penat

dan lagi sedih

dan lagi penat

tp yg penting mmg sedih

*haihhhss*

wut to do?

i should run away...run very very far away

sorry

sgt sedih now

sila ignore coretan ini

*titisan air mata*

God wont test me unless He knows I can do it...right?

2010-08-23T20:47:00.004+08:00

so I fail my acca exam again...

I started my journey of acca from Dec 2008...taking F5...fail..try again in June 2009...fail...for Dec 2009..i decided to take F5 and P2...i managed to pass F5 but fail P2...den for June 2010..i took P1...and the results were out just now...and i scored 45! 45! and I only need 50 to pass!

isk isk isk isk...

i feel sad...but I not sure who I want to share my sadness with...txted ofa and dayah...ofa ask me to play with kittens *random but sweet* while dayah ask me to take it easy...

i plan for holidays if i pass my exam..konon nak gie Gold Coast end of this year..maybe Jakarta too...pastu ingt if pass P1...dec nie nak ambik P2 and P3...so that next year leh gie holiday kat LA and New Zealand...pergghhh...angan-angan..

its not tat i cant go..just tat i will feel bad if i still go for holidays..like..exam tak pass pon..tp nak holiday over over...hahaha...if pass kan senang...boleh go holiday dgn happy and romantic...ngeh ngeh ngeh

but yeah...i'm sad...emotionless...tenung kat phone lama-lama...pfftttttt

esok start kerja kat BAT...(horror-ness)..sila jgn merokok ye kawan kawan..bukan mudah nak audit kilang rokok ok.....*sigh*

look who's back!!!!

2010-08-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

i hate fasting month

coz i always have double bookings of 2 clients starting with B...boo hoo!!

esok i'll be super stress

tonite i wont sleep

esok result acca keluar...arrgghhh *tarik tarik rmbut*

kena update blog slalu coz i'll be super stress...so kena release stress thru blog....kalau sms or kolling..takde saper nak layan i coz timing issue...hahahaha

sorry..takde blog bunga bunga cinta lagi..lol

i'm goin to make it happen...so its a close box for now..sorry

owh i hate my working life *google coach jap lah*

selamat bersahur peeps *if there's anyone still read tis*

ps - his hand *pengsan*

ambik kau!

2010-04-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

after a month long of complaining why i have to be shipped to port klang.......

esok start client kat uptown plis!

hahahahahaha

the best part is..uptown dekat ngan 7-eleven tuh..otw to masjid from my house...sumpah google map 2 km je plis!

and i would never thought in my entire life...that i would actually walk to my client's place while working under pwc.....haaaaaaahhhhhh

hopefully client esok baik *cross fingers*

my port folio this year not that bad...syarikat rokok BAT..den the famous Felda...den shipping company called Jardine..and now housing development of H*C*M.....

cuti raya dah approve! seminggu!..cuti raya haji pon dah approve!

june cuti half a month pon dah approve!

ok..have another 8 days to slot my annual leave/comp time....holiday anybody??

ps - miss dayah..me bought u a kaftan from kelantan...plis meet up....before kena gigit tikus..huhuhuhu

random

2010-03-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

AF8 is currently on now. hurms. mcm bosan. most of the contestants from Sabah and Sarawak. hurms. Stacy will always be my favourite. and Adam too. hah. bosan pon tgk gak. hahahaha.

Just had a new hair-cut. haha. not really a new hair cut. more to trim and fixing my fringe abit. volume-mizing my hair since ppl are saying that i am thin. apakah?? hahaha. intend to keep my hair long enough to have big curls later. perming = gemok. ohh yeah!

still stuck at port klang. haihhhh.

a very dear friend of mine is getting married, insyaAllah in December. and I am super excited. she left pwc around a year ago and now she is getting married. me? still stuck in pwc.. and still boyfriend-less...and life-less...and bosanness..hahahaha

i am trying my best to be a good friend. am i? i try to text..koll..hang out if possible...its hard to juggle between different circle of friends...let me see...i have my primary/secondary school groupie...i have kdu groupie..i have uni of canter groupie..i have pwc-december intake 08 groupie..and i have ve groupie (which btw..dah lama ok tak meet up with kak sou..and its all my fault! haihh)

owh. bought a new coach wallet in peach!

esok kerja. shit! tak sentuh langsung kerja tis weekend. watched made of honor and slumdog millionaire with mom kat tv. haah.

mari main cafe world ramai2!

dayah has her 1st niece. sure best. congrats babe!

where can i buy push-up bra? and spandex too..haha

jealousy..uncontrollable..miss azalia suhaimi looks awesome now. giler gorgeous and happy. really envy her.

need to start ganti puasa soon. esok have to apply cuti raya already. hahaha

somebody wants to book me for a sime darby audit.. noooooooooo!!!!!

owh just got back from kelantan. super-love with kaftans. gorgeous.

ok. wait for esok. some announcement. jeng jeng jeng.

pictures worth a thousand words :)

2010-02-21T22:42:00.007+08:00

so...lulus tak nak kahwin nie?? hahahahaha..happy birthday marissa daania qystiena!

better hapdet..nnt cikgu fiza marah..aiyokk!!

2010-02-16T17:09:00.003+08:00

haha..i guess the title tells it all...just had a super leceh-meebo gossip session just now..hahaha..sempat lg nak gossip walaupun kerja berlmbak..didnt even start working yet for the day..wuahahaha..

anyway..hows ur v-day? special? romantik? well..for me...i lost my wallet! yes..my coach wallet..so i would definitely remember 14 february 2010 forever k..the day i masuk balai polis again to make a police report..sigh...so by tis week i need to go to maju junction and get my new ic and driving license...in the mean time, i will bw kete mcm org giler coz i dont have any identity card just a piece of paper from the police saying i have lost my wallet..perghhh

i'm not actually mad at the pencuri (who by the way sempat isi minyak 3 kali with my credit card)...now i am actually surfing for a new hand-bag (mestilah coach kann)..eh jap..yg hilang wallet..apsal nak beli new handbag? owh well..it comes with the package kot..hahaha..so new handbag and wallet...hurms..maybe beg office pon lah..hahahahaha..ok..sgt over..but me being me..always stay and think positive..benda dah lepas..nak wat ape kan..shopping lah a new one! ngeehehehehe

owh yes ladies...i did another stupid thing too.....since my life is soo pathetic kan...i decided to treat myself (this happen before my purse hilang)...i decided to buy a diamond necklace! wuaahahahahaha...tats not it...i bought a diamond ring too! ok..sah buang tebiat ok...but i'm loving it..parapapapaaaapppp!

tp tak la mahal maner...tp so happy plis! i bought my first diamond with my own duit gaji...wuahaha...now can go buy rumah already..i'm not sure but currently i like all the things that bling bling...huhuhuhu

ok..i havent meet with few of my babes yet...juggling between work and family and friends and acca is not EASY!!!! last last i tdo je..tdo is the best thing to do! woo hoo...oklah...need to start on my work...i think tis update enough for now..ok tak cikgu fiza??? gossip plis! hahahahahaha

3 more working days..and its the weekend..yeay!!!!

-- pengsan --

2010-01-17T11:14:00.003+08:00

peak period is the worst for female auditors....

God knows how many times i cried at my client's place...

why dont people just be nice to each other??

ppl say working in audit firm gain experiences...i have doubt in that..

why dont you resign? ppl ask me...coz of my mom..i replied

i'm stuck...

ditelan mati emak...diluah mati bapak...

soo many unpublished blogs

i'm like a walking zombie

i swear to God dulu i break up pon i never cried this much

being associate 1 is though

i miss being associate 2...

senior??? not looking forward to it...

i wanna change my career

i wanna get married...

i wanna to have someone to share my pain in audit...

haihhhh...

sehati berdansa :)

2009-10-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

*taking vacuum cleaner and start attacking the spider web across the blog..fuihh..penat..penat*

esok i'll be starting my audit work back. hello FELDA! long time never hear from ya. so traffic, welcome back!!!! so if i am just gonna start back my audit work, what have i been doing after raya? hurms *think back* a week of lepaking at the office...2 weeks of charity work at Rumah Juara at Petaling Jaya, 1 week of charity work at Karunai Illam, Kepong...so yeah, a month of doing nuthing! so expecting esok my pwc audit guide gonna be karat and basi ok!

i'm expecting to work with Felda for the next 3 weeks. so sesaper nak tgk CUCI the musical, holla me! I kat area ctu je kot...jom! jom! after Felda, my so-called study leave begins! First i plan to go to Penang for 2 days 1 night, hopefully jadik laaa *crossing fingers*..pastu around 20-23 nov i am going to JB..pastu i akan study and exam arnd 1st week december. pastu cuti cuti malaysia with miss-aufa-chan to Kuching! yeayyyy!..ok i is so 1 malaysia..haha..

saper tgk sehati berdansa? i vote goes to sazzy falak and sein ruffedge of kos. i hate hate isma..tolong la..the k-town clan for a clown dance sooo tak rnb k...their dance move is ok, performance wise pon best, gimmick semua ok..tp sila ikut theme plis! mirnawan has the lowest vote..hello? are malaysians blind? wifey dier gler groovy k menari..far away better than sein wife lah...but since sein nyer wifey tuh anak muhammad bin muhammad taib, so judges pon mcm kasi markah tinggi laa...

sazzy will always have my votes. i envy her since zaman sekolah lagi. her beauty. her wonderful wedding. her honeymoon. her hubby. her still bein sexy after kahwin. ok so nak hubby like tat plis! hahahaha..didie will always be the fun couple. sronok k tgk diorang. yang lain lain tuh tak memorable sgt...

esok kena gie jalan semarak. owh malasnyer. client file tak habis baca lagi. duit kat dalam bank tinggal RM139 jer..apakah? hahahahahahahahaha

separuh akhir juara lagu dah nak start. all the best to one nation emcees, stacy and adam. saper nak gie tgk? jommmmmm!!!

current thots in my mind : malaysia mempunyai 2 iklim, panas dan hujan sepanjang tahun, PwC pula mempunyai 2 iklim juga, peak dan off-peak sepanjang tahun..hahahaha

teacher alia?

2009-10-06T23:29:00.003+08:00

ok..dah raya dah...fun!!!

apologies for not updating my blog..reason no 1 : i am not on job rite now!!! yuhuuuuuu~~~~~~ for this two weeks, i am VOLUNTEERING to become a teacher at this children shelther house thingy...part of the office programme......owh before anyone says how baik my office is...its not baik..trust me...every year and throughout the year..my company will send a group of three associates to go to this charity programme....why??? coz of TAX DEDUCTIONS kotttt!! duh..ikhlas lar sgt my company kannnn...hahahahaha

anyway...for this two weeks...i shall be called as teacher alia..wuahaha..i teach nursery rhymes...bm tatabahasa...english..and basic math..woohoo..bgn kul 8...bertolak arnd 8.30...school starts at 9...lunch break from 12-2...5 finish school...wuahhhhhh..heaven kot! did i mention that there is no use of laptop?? fun!!

ok..promise esok update lagi byk k...mcm malas je tonite..tgh surfing flight tix to cuti cuti...hahahaha..johor bahru..here i come!

ps - cik aufa..sila tgk at my bottom right page..ada org from kawasaki jepun k view my blog..err...hometown matsujun kan? ke nanba senpai? *gelak guling guling* gewd nyte peeps!!

dah nak raya!

2009-09-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

omg! next week raya kot!

i have yet to do any raya shopping at all! br bayar zakat thru my mom td. need to work for the next 6days. pastu cuti!

ppl say kerja auditor kaya raya. its true! not coz our gaji tinggi. its just that we dont have time to shop! life pon takde. berangan nak shopping raya. hahaha. no matter how much i complain abt my work. weirdly enough. i am happy. its nice to travel around - port klang, padang jawa, sheraton, felda, ss2..exploring jalan and tempat makan is adventurous. meeting new ppl, new perangai of diff accounts exects. its just the dateline and messy-ness of filing and keeping accounting records which makes the job suffering...and yes, budget-driven managers..and kiasu-seniors too..huhu

anyway. to all my babes. hari sabtu depan saya nak shopping. saper nak ikut? mari kita cari baju last minute and kasut last minute. really hope raya on monday. wahai fortune-teller, raya monday plis! *shake my magic 8-ball, the answers are: 1st try - unlikely, 2nd try-focus and try again, 3rd try-no doubt about it! *

i wanted a new shoe. target-charles keith. i wanted a new handbag. target-coach. i wanted a new hairstyle. target-sense studio. i wanted a new necklace. target-pascoes? micheal hill? hahaha. i have been wearing tis 7ringsofluck necklace since..erm..2007..haha..giler lama..wanted to buy a new necklace....is a diamond rantai a too much? silver kat malaysia nie kennot trust la...sure hitam wannn..but i have been eyeing on tis round locket..yg mcm bling bling tuh..gorgeous ok! just has yet to check the prices...isetan..here i come!

hurms. kuih raya serious takde ok tis year. mum busy wif her classes. i kerja mcm separuh mati. so mmg gler takder mood raya. so i hope raya falls on monday so tat, ari sabtu can go settle my stuff. hari ahad tolong mak. pastu hari isnin pengsan. hahahaha.

but then again. i dun have car. so all my plans. will be ruin. saper nak bawa me to go shop? saper nak bawa me to go to saloon? saper nak bawa me even to go to threading eyebrow? uhuks~ dem u perodua, why why i have to hit u?

monday nie pwc ada wat berbuka kat felda. will i make it? hurmsssss

chch peeps in kl..saper wat open hse weih? rindu kot lepak2 raya mcm dulu. now takyah download citer melayu and tgk together. we download cite matsalleh laks ok. hahaha.

owh fika is join pwc tis coming wednesday! clap clap. so next week ari khamis she has to work eventhough me cuti the whole week. fika, after work jom tgk wayang plis!hope u survive babe in this audit world...jom tgk wayang ugly truth plis! me have free gsc tixs..

owh had great one and only berbuka posa with friends event at chillis the other day. it was nice seeing yaya after she left me in pwc *drama*..hahaha..owh only i realized masa update pasal semua budak kdu..we act miss out my ex boyfie..hahahaha..talking about moving on..thanks fika for the ride...

patutkah saya wat open house tahun ini?

ok. nak abum.

sgt random topic saya hari nie. huhu

ps- ada org ofis tanya me straight-forward. alia, are you avoding us? me just :)

mari mengira!

2009-09-02T21:45:00.003+08:00

a quick calculation jom!!

dalam satu hari ada 24 jam

one way from my house to client place = 2 jam

-description: kuar rumah by 7, naik train lrt to bangsar, waited for senior to car-pooled till klang! of kos traffic kat federal so smpai tempat client around 8.45 thus total accumulated time is equivalent to 2 hours

one way from client's place to my house =2 jam

-description: kuar tempat client around maghrib (buka posa kurma and roti). senior dropped me at lrt bangsar. berebut to naik lrt towards kl sentral to solat maghrib (client's surau mcm tercorok dlm kilang, scaryyy!) after solat naik balik train lrt towards kj. waited for mom to pick me up. smpai rumah around 9.

mandi and bersiap = 1 jam (sekali sehari ya kawan2)

makan sahur& makan post-poned buka posa = 2 jam

berangan and rehat-rehat = 1 jam (surfing internet, txting, calling and update blog included di sini)

tido = at least 4 jam, the most 5 jam. thus average 4.5 jam

so summarize it.

one day =24 jam

transport =(4)

mandi =(1)

makan =(2)

relax =(1)

tido =(4.5)

BALANCE =11.5 hours -------> KERJA OK!

if ada class, sila minus tido to 3 and minus another 4 to class, thus total balance of working at day end is equivalent to 8.5 hours

so if we bring forward my lack of sleep, letihness and such, let say 4hours per day

so remaining days till raya is around 17days

17 x 4 = 68hours

cuti raya applied = 5 days = 5 x 24 = 120hours

maka raya = 120 hours - 68hours = 52hours = 2days 2 hours to enjoy raya

public holidays given by govt = 2 days

thus officially raya holiday = 2 hours....woohooooooo~~~

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

do i sound like auditor already?

no title

2009-09-02T14:07:00.001+08:00

all i want to do now

what i really wanna do now

just

CRY....

jawa field - translate it to bm plis!

2009-09-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

its 11pm now. i have yet to start on my work. sempat lagi nak blog. ahh. couldnt care less. just got back from my nite-part-time-class. woohoo~ buka posa dalam class plis! so its either client's place or college. ok, giler best my life *sarcastic to myself*

my current client is at padang jawa. where exectly is padang jawa? in the zone of klang plis! hahaha. mom insisted to send me to work eventhough i have planned other things. she even insisted to pick me up from client's today and send me to class. end result? she is super tired and mcm nak demam. haihhhhh. not enuf, all the way to client's place, and from client's place to sunway college, i have to hear why there are such thing as traffic jams and the troublesome of passing through traffic jams. i hate it! i hate it! isnt it enuf of me feeling guilty that other ppl have to mention it out loud? i didnt ask for the accident laaaaaa. isk isk isk isk

so esok i just tell my mom i will take lrt. just send me to lrt and i figure out ways. what time to go to lrt, by 7 dah smpai sana k! so sah sah lepas sahur kennot sleep. *wish me luck here* takpe takpe, 18 hari je lagi..haha..org lain wat countdown nak raya..i wat countdown to have a break k!

new job. hurms. so far. ok. tp time budget dier mcm sucks kot! owh well. client mcm helpful. have to cover control sections and balance sheet items. owh i'm not the youngest in the team nemore. say bye bye to ppe and cash section. seem like july intake is taking over. i soooo hate trade receivables k! *wut to do*

esok need to register for my acca exam

esok need to settle my previous client kat office after working hours

esok need to complete my control cycle for my current client

esok i pengsan plis!

owh nak gossip jap. my one and only friend in the office - maysarah told me td. her last day was last friday. pastu 2 peeps in the office (our batchmates) ajak to berbuka posa together. apparently ada email spreading around in which send by my-owh-so-glamour-scandal (for those attend wedding in seremban, its the same guy ya)...pastukan maysarah being maysarah...gie tanyer...alia datang tak?? *sumpah she mcm sengaja k coz she knows the story*..pastu one of them mcm tak tau nak jawab...and tanyer balik..u dah lama tak jumpe alia ke? u nak jumpe dier ek? and another one mcm terus check email nak tgk i di-invite ke tak....of kos la i tak kena invite kannnnnn! pastu mcm nak cover, ckp he can always just forward the email to me...sumpah i tak dpt pon kot! den she just simply replied back saying ada family event to berbuka posa together..hahahaha

i'm not sure what's my real mistake is. everyone. everyone in my batchmate mcm avoiding me. seriously! i know that i am not that free to lepak all the time. i have family responsibilities. if i kuar malam, i keep thinking sapa jaga rumah and hows mom and such. iye, there are only the two of us in the house yar. and i have to do many other house chores too. so if i politely cant make to any of the event, that does not mean u can delete me from the inviting list. i know that i can be boring. but dun be rude!

hurms. takpelah. benda dah lepas. things like this, shows to u who are your real friends are. unfortunately almost all my office friends are cabuting away from pwc. pffftttttt..

sumtimes, by looking at facebook. it hurts! u see your officemates having fun berbuka and such. i hate you internet! i hate you cameras. raarrrrrrrrr!

ok. 11.35 now. dunno wen to sleep. understanding and valuation of client's control. here i come!!!!

ps- did i mention earlier i need to be at lrt by 7...?

lebamness

2009-08-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

my eyes are sleepy. its been a week of ramadhan now. and finally today baru i buka posa makan nasi. so smgt makan nasi ayam summore. nasi ayam alia kan sedap *angkat bakul puji sendiri*. hahahaha. i have been sick, emotionally drained and tired of working for the past week. few days i buka posa at client's place. kurma and biscuits. by the time around 10 to 11ish balik, dah penat. terus tido. 100plus is my current vitamin. haah. tp alhamdullillah my makan mood is back today. no more sakit perut and such. yeay!

td finalize paperworks for insurance. kena lukis tempat kejadian kot! sebelum and selepas plis! of kos i akan letak mcm bunga2, rumput, burung, matahari, hahahaha. owh the car that i hit was perodua viva. so i am officialy declaring a war towards viva. say no to viva! now even tdo pon asyik teringt those seconds before the accident. haihhhh. *looking for a delete button on my head*

so now transport wise still working on it. so to my friends yang tak posa which indirectly mean tak solat terawikh, plis let me know coz i mite need teman berbicara while waiting for mom to pick me up after she finishes her solat terawikhs. ok? ok?

owh my area lutut/betis have few lebam lebam. terhantuk maner ntah pon tak sure. td solat br sedar. pretty sure sbb terlanggar handbreak saper ntah tuh..hahahahaha..tumpang-ing car is not fun!

owh todaykan my phone tertiba tunjuk reminder of sumthing....sort of anniversary lah..2 years ago...amiralia.....hahahaha..sumpah i nak tergelak tgk tat nickname...omg!!!! i was being sooo lame plis!

my office ada kuar kad raya. saper nak? sila kasi addy kat me plis! i smgt nak hantar nie. owh i have niat to send one to n*q*b (which from now onwards i will nickname him as he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned..ahah) for those close to me, knows that i did my best to be friends with him. i did msged him on friendster and facebook..no response..i did txted him, no reply...i did called his house phone..and he answered..and we talked..for hours..and i just said, if its ok with you, maybe we could meet up and patch sum things..he never gimme a call back...even idzwan (tat guy from welly also known as baybee..ingt tak? he is my new best friend kat ofis ok)..said i did my best dah..so if he taknak..there isnt much i can do...owh apparently i slalu dpt updates abt him from faiz yatim kot his name..another pwcian but currently working in penang. he slalu je tegur2 me thru office chat. dah lar tak penah borak before tis, and his first pickup line was...'i'm sorry, i had to ask..ar you aliawati, the chch girl, he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned ex?'..hahaha...terkedu kot i...but ape ape pon...i do hope things will be better between us...so should i send kad raya to him?

can sumone tell me how to move on..? sumhow, along the way..i didnt believe in love and such thing called eternity..haah...

ps - ngantuk la..jom tido!

speechless

2009-08-26T22:24:00.005+08:00

as at 10.25pm, alhamdullillah i manage to cover most of the process...its not fun i tell you.

first i went to balai polis traffik again tis morning. just to take the stupid report which they can easily give it to me yesterday nite but no. ikut protokol, kena ambik the next day. pffttttt. dah lar mcm jauh kot kat jalan tun hs lee. plus with pakcik pakcik polis thinking they are hot and abg-abg insurance thinking i need help. soooooo gross k. sumpah mcm nak mandi wajib terus k. hahahahaha

while waiting for the report to be ready. called my insurance. there this one chinese shop at kmpung kayu ara which is the authorised bengkel for my insurance but mum insist to go to proton edar still. google and found one near seksyen 13 (eventhough kat mutiara damansara ada satu..haha)

so went to the proton edar insurance claim dept first. owh that abang is sooooooo buncit k *i am writing tis at nite, after buka posa, so segala kutukan tidak mengurangkan pahala posa saya..sekian :)* he thinks like we are so stupid and dumb. iye. mmg saya yang bw kete itu and saya langgar. dun have to repeat it over and over again. pastu ckp. nie boleh settle as fast as possible. most prob after raya ok! sumpah lama kotttttttt! pastu alasan dier sbb org lain nak raya jugak....what abt me? i ada kerja kotttttt!!!

but since i opt to keep quiet all the way and let mum handle it. so i diam je lah. the way he look at first..eeuuwwwwwwww...i always have things again these 'perasan pakciks'..*sigh*

do u know when u make a report at balai police, u have to write it in malay. such as pada hari ketika saya sedang memandu kereta dari ke .......tiba-tiba sesuatu berlaku dan saya cuba menekan brek tetapi terlanjak ke hadapan dan melanggar kereta di

hahahaha. mum and abg was arguing what to write while i type. boleh tak pakcik tuh tanyer i boleh type computer ke tak? am i that buta-IT? *geleng geleng kepala*

me without a car is like a lipas with its leg *lipas kudung*...my pikiran is sooo serabut thinking abt work and classes..how laaa..howwww??

i can smell the issue arising soon. esok my second bro nak gie kl. wanting mom to send him to lrt. mom has kelas ngaji everyday from 8.30 to 2pm. so how??? i have work. mom now has to send me. esok and lusa ok lagi. still at SS2 je. after that?? *telan panadol*

thinking nnt next week i have to go out from hse like at 6 kot so that mom can return back here by 8 to attend her classes. balik confirm lepas terawikhs laa br she is free. *finding energy drink to keep me strong*

owh my EL day isnt that bad...managed to go to bazaar ramadhan td. eventhough me mcm takde mood nak makan *have been sakiting perut since last week*..i enjoyed my moments there. and i managed to go to terawikh at masjid mujahideen td. met few mom's friend and gossip. *ok..dlm masjib kot*

so i guess its not that bad afterall. esok confirm have to tell setori mori to my team. owh i didnt touch my work at all *clap clap*

its almost 11 now. kinda sleepy. i miss chuck. i really do. the garage seem empty without chuck. i'm sorry chuck for leaving u behind at proton edar. u must be cold and lonely. i promise i would take good care of you after tis k. eventhough rmai ckp proton is no good and such, but after the accident makes me heart chuck evenmore. he's been good to me. tonz of memories in the car. so how many ppl kutuk proton, i stand on my very two on feet that my chuck is strong! *emo tak bertempat plis*

u will never realize what you have until it is gone infront of your very own two eyes...

i wish i have a boyfie now. maybe he could help out a little. guys and car are inseparable kan. or at least guy-friends that could help me out a little. huhuhuhu. takpelah. life move on.

my phone is extremely quiet tonite. kinda miss that person who calls me 'baby'. owh well....

toodles~

ps - few ppl annoys me, forcing me to go to ksp dinner (office dinner)..if you dun know whats goin on with my life, dun make assumption and force me to have fun. me in no mood and plis respect that. thank you *eventhough no one in the office read this..i think*

and i decided to blog again..

2009-08-26T13:41:00.003+08:00

kia ora...
i always wanted to blog again. i was an active blogger when i was back in chch and sumhow it got stop when i'm back here in malaysia. it has been monthssssss since the last time i wrote. i miss writing. i do. i miss sharing my thoughts and experience too.

thus i have planned to activate my blog again. was contemplating whether to make it private or not. decided not to make it private as i love receiving comments. comments mean sumbdy actually cared for you *in this technology way of life* thus if i make it private, i'm not sure who i wanna to invite to read it. i do not have lots of friends *sob sob*

again, i have planned to activate my blog. being perfectionist and wanted to make my layout, theme and music perfect takes ages when u are an auditor. owh, did i tell u that i am working as an auditor now? in an owh-so-prestigious company called PricewaterhouseCoopers. well..i have no comment on that yet. work is work. no complain. thats my motto. *boring*

thank god by 1st Ramadhan i am satisfied with everything here. but work still pulls me behind. plus the fact that i am currently studying part time too. with family responsibilities and different group of friends. its hard to make time for all.

so again, what makes me write again today? the answer is simple...

I JUST HAD AN ACCIDENT YESTERDAY!

dun worry. alhamdullillah i'm fine. no one got hurt. but i did bang the car real bad. poor 'chuck'...the front really got smashed up. i am just gonna summarized what has happened. i was driving from client's place back to office as there was a function starts at 6pm. it was smooth journey from my place till i reached jalan damansara towards bangsar (sprint highway) and all of sudden there's a long queue to turn right and next thing i know it was like.....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....kedebosh!!!!!!!

so i hope by writing this, no one will ask me again. *wishful*. lazy to tell over and over again but i guess thats part of life. jaga tepi kain org is a must kannn. gossips kot!

so today i am on emergency leave. settle first part of police report yesterday nite. an experience i do not want to repeat. now waiting to finalize the report and den need to settle the insurance and workshop. crap! next week my client would be in shah alam. owh how laaa..taking bus? *dayah, need ur help here*

owh for those reading and know how 'fun' my work in the firm is...today..i mean till 1.20pm...i have been receiving calls from everyone asking me to replicate!!!! sooo much of their concern kannnn...owh i decided to take EL (emergency leave) last nite. den this morning, i tertido till 8.45am kot, till sumone woke me up. den only i realized that none of my team actually contacted me asking if me come to work or not! such a happy family i have kannn....den wen i txted them saying me taking EL and such.....continuously calls of replicating and info....owh so sweet laaa..nvertheless it doesnt bother me much la..was prepared for it dah...work is work...they are just officemates and not friends *fullstop*

oklah. i think the report is ready. need to go.

owh dun worry. i will be actively sharing my thoughts and updates here. the accident thought me lessons of life. LESSONS k.

the accident thought me that...

...i dun really have much friends that i can be fully dependable of. like will be there for you no matter what..i really had to scroll the name list and thinking whether each of the names has other obligations or commitments and such..finally i got tired and just dun call any of my friends yet

...in order to be dependable and happy..since i cant rely on 'org tersayang' and such...i shall activate my blog again. i know my blog will always be here and i can share everything here *thank you blog*

...there are friends who knows u real well and can cheer u up no matter how sad i am. did i tell you that i cried like air terjun yesterday after the accident? i guess all my accumulated probs got sum up and it just burst!

...family is the best. has the bestest abg in the whole world! *currently i am his proud mr bean who hit a car*

...all things that happen ada hikmahnya. eventhough i met an accident. i'm still ok. the other ppl in the other car is ok. my best friend got a job in pwc too and starting soon. manage to get EL today to have at least few hours of break from job.

...sorted few personal issues with my feelings.

i am slowly climbing back to my ladder of life. will you help me along the way?