seven - eleven

warning : this blog contains extremely gediks story and photos. viewer discretion is advised :)

if u stalked me in facebook, u already knew that i have changed my status. if you notice the changes in this blog layout, u will noticed that pieces of him here and there...dun tell me that i didnt warn ya..hehe

so...i'm in love

and it all begins at a friend's engagement..a classic tale of a boy meets a girl...the boy asked the girl out , the girl says yes and now they live happily ever after *exaggerate over* ouh, apparently the girl and the boy studied in the same high school but didnt know each other. the girl was a nerd while the boy , her senior, was and still am in a cool geng of m^sant^..hee~

i shall keep to myself on how it started..

but i wanna tell you a story of seven-eleven...no..not that 7e convenience shop..it was my very first date! and it was on 7th November 2010...


pukul 8 pagi:
bgn tido. excited. siap mimpi2 pikir nak pakai aper. breakfast jap ngan mak. tgk tv programme ntah ape ntah kat ntv7 pasal kopi. terbaring. tgk jam, almost 8.40. panik!!!!! tak mandi lagi. tp kennot rush. nnt mak suspect. haha. bergegas ke toilet. had super long shower so that i'll be super wangi! mula2 pakai seluar slack hitam, with black inner and see-through green blouse bought kat Jayjays. hurms. ok. test kasut heels with diamond. alamak. seluar nmpak senteng. ok. tukar pakai blue jeans. hurms. byk kaler lar pulak. blue, green with a red-head. ok. ok. tukar pakai slack balik. pikir pakai kasut laks. hurms. kasut flat kerja je lah. comfy. senang sikit nak ber-manja nnt. hahaha. blow dry rmbut and straighten it a bit. tempek tempek muka with clinique and benefits make up. tgk cermin. ok, chomel enuff. heeeee~ earrings. set. hair accessories. set. hand bag. set. all ready for my very first date!

pukul 9.45 pagi:
he picked me up kat depan umah. butterflies dah berterabur dlm perut. tak sempat nak ambik sangkar and tangkap. while he was making u-turn. sakit perut plis! calmed myself down. masuk kete. smile. the look at his face. speechless. yeay! sayang giler kat benefits makeup for making me look gorgeous, sumpah nak beli byk byk bwat stock kat umah..haha..dier pasang cd. a personalized songs collection from him to me on the very first date. sweetness. owh he actually bring another pair of shirt as he couldnt decides which one to wear and ask for my opinion. double sweetness.

mid valley:
parked in mid valley eventhough our movie at the gardens. reason: to be able to walk with me longer. nasib baik pakai flat kot! if not dah mengamuk ok!

brunch at delifrance:
since he was the masterplan for this date. he planned everything. had bread pudding and peach tea while he had chicken mayo sandwich with lime juice. sumhow the service was bad. we were ignored and the food took ages before it was served to us.
movie at the gardens:

he bought the tickets online. tapi. oleh kerana both of us sgt amat lah jakun dalam gardens. both of us tak tau where to enter to the cinema. hahahahaha. kena tanyer orang plis! he bought the pop corn set. watched ' Life as We Know It'. it was his choice. i ikut je.

movie at gardens are specifically set for couples. seriously. the seatings are on two basis and the tempat letak tangan kat tgh tgh tuh can put away. i loike!!! merendek time! ngeeettttt~~~ he said the seats were comfy. erm. takde impact on me. normal gsc seats are ok. gardens seats are a bit bigger for me. maybe sbb tuh its comfy for him kot. bigger and wider *winks* hahahaha.

the movie was hilarious. katherine and josh were superb. i laugh like a pontianak inside the cinema. nasib he didnt run away. kui kui kui. having a life size teddy bear to snuggle was fun too! ngeeetttt~~

lunch for two:

ok. a typical date would be - brunch at mid valley. tgk movie at mid valley. lunch pon kat mid valley lar kan...but NO! he said lunch at wangsa maju. WANGSA MAJU ok! so walked back to parking and he drove to the place. gps direction lead to carrefour wangsa maju. ok. i panik. mamat nie nak bawa gie maner nie? giler tak sweet kalau makan kat foodcourt kat carrefour. i is soo dressed inappropriate kot. hancur musnah nak merendek. isk isk isk. but man i was wrong. it was a fine dining at Jom Priok, a steamboat restaurant belongs to his friend. so, when i say it was a fine dining...it really was a lunch for two in an exclusive room kot!!never in my entire life i had a fine dining date. never k! there he caught me. dumbfounded. there was a waiter that serves us. ok. he might look like those bodyguards dlm citer 24 tuh. yg slalu kena jaga mr president tuh. very scary waiter indeed. he had picked the menu. so masuk. duduk. waiter pasang lagu and terus hidang. omg! i am having a date. a lunch date. just the two of us in a room. with collection of 90s songs. and being served. *pengsan-ness*

told ya i was speechless. sgt tak senonoh kan gmbar i kat atas nie. ha ha ha. first was the appetizer. udang goreng berempah with capsicum *sgt nyum* and garlic bread. den come ice blended coffee. tak minat sgt coffee. tp ada whipped cream. so abis kan whipped cream and pass the drink to him. den came the soup. hati sgt excited each time new food dtg. surprise plis! the main course was deep fried chic chop with vege. sedap! makan smpai gemok k. nasib pakai blouse yg agak loose. cover gak ar si perut itu. heeee~ dessert was ice cream. perfect. it was just perfect. i am pretty sure i was smiling during the entire lunch. seperti kanak2 yg baru dpt patung barbie okie. excitedness.

suddenly waiter masuk. ckp. this is for you miss alia. tadaaa!!! haa..panik tak? jap jap..tunjuk gambar jap..tada!!!

suddenly he hold a key. to open up the box. haaaaaaaa...romantik tak? heart attack kot! tgk citer asmara kat tv3 pon tak berdebar mcm nie. hahahaha. i shall not tell ya wuts inside the box. i'll let ur imagination go wild. keep on guessing babes. suspen kannnnnnnnnn

it was the best first date ever.

i am slowly getting to know him..and certainly falling bits and pieces for him...

and now..let me introduce you..my shrek..soon to be mr incredible hulk! hahaha. mr najatullah siddiq...ngeet~~~

...when i first saw you, i already knew...
...there was something inside of you...
...something i thought that i would never find...
...angel of mine...

...i look at you looking at me, now i know why they say the best things are free...
...gonna love you boy you are so fine...
...angel of mine...

...how you changed my world you'll never know...
...i'm here for now, you helped me grow...

...you came into my life , sent from above...
...when I lost the hope , you show me love...

hahahaha. i is rempit. i know! busuk kannnnnn. heeeee~~

kena letak title ke?

my leg hurts. isk isk. driving to kl early in the morning is a no - no for me. this is because i tend to put my leg on the break pedal in the traffic rather than put the gear in N with hand breaks on..so akibatnyer..lama kot kaki i kat break pedal tuh. i keluar rumah around 7.30ish tis morning and i reached Felda by 8.30ish..uwarrgghhhh..lenguh plis!!! now jalan sikit jer..bunyi 'ketak - ketak' je slalu..hahaha..i is tua k..

i wanna buy a new purse. i want! i want! but then, pikir pikir balik, i should invest on a laptop bag..ahah..no..i dun want a branded lappie bag..but i want a laptop bag yg boleh tarik tarik mcm handluggage tuh...wuahahaha..i know its like soo gediks but my shoulder hurts..tak larat kot nak angkat laptop tiap tiap hari...berat plis! nnt can decorate the bag with keychains..and stuffy stuffs..*ngeetttt*...tp i tak reti nak cari bag tuh kat maner...i think..kat area sungai wang plaza ada kot! maybe sunway pyramid....*google how to go and park there..hurmmss*

i know nobody likes auditors. u can ask anyone in finance team in any company..mesti diorang ckp 'i tak suker bler auditor dtg..' or i can guarantee you that they will complains about auditors..i know nobody likes when their work is being scrutinized and audited..but its my job kot! i pon tak suker masuk each of my client and cari masalah je...i prefer a smooth, friendly, efficient and well-segregated finance team..but i guess thats too much to ask for lah..

world gonna be a better place and it starts with you. ok. i tried to use that phrase in audit. sooo tak jadi ok. i tried and still trying to be the baik auditor. work with client. client is always right. anything wrong, try to workout and solve it together. no marah-marah. no pandangan-maut. but no matter how nice i am. THEY STILL BULI ME!!!

i hate it when i ask for a document, they will gimme a document number and month of transaction, pastu cari sendiri plis! its still ok if its a monthly file of 1 file 1 month. tp if 4-5 files per month..pergh....even worse when client has a store room. 'cik alia, file ada dlm bilik nie, cari la sendiri k' ...rarrrr! paling paling benci kalau client's tempat file is the moving cabinet..berat kot! pastu today je mcm kena himpit byk kali k..coz the cabinet kan mcm moving..lebam plis! isk isk isk..

there are clients yg perli direct plis! 'alia, how are you expect me to work with you if your firm perception is to find client's mistakes (which btw, this is only rumours!)..obviously i wont work with you..' tolong advice how should i react on this statement? in my defence, we were there looking for loopholes coz each year we audit, each year jugaklah issues yg sama. no actions taken kot!! and yet they want a lower audit fees. pffttttt. menci. menci. sometimes, ada client kutuk tp tak sedar i duduk kat sebelah cubicle jerh. 'auditor dah dtg dah kak. ntah ape lar dier nak tanyer tahun nie. akak tak reti sgt pasal account nie. bwat bodoh je la bler auditor melayu tuh tanyer. dier suker tanyer soalan...' *speechless k*

dear client. plis stop buli me. i penat laaaa. tolong jgn nak emo emo i. i is baik. isk isk isk. you work with me. i work with you. ok?

a - all
u - u
d - do
i - is
t - think
o - of
r - resigning!!!!!

on relationship note: why do each time i taste a pinch of happiness , i need to swallow a tablespoon of pain...?? and i am certain that the tablespoon gonna be continuous :(

random thots

sedih

penat

dan lagi sedih

dan lagi penat

tp yg penting mmg sedih

*haihhhss*

wut to do?

i should run away...run very very far away

sorry

sgt sedih now

sila ignore coretan ini

*titisan air mata*

God wont test me unless He knows I can do it...right?

so I fail my acca exam again...

I started my journey of acca from Dec 2008...taking F5...fail..try again in June 2009...fail...for Dec 2009..i decided to take F5 and P2...i managed to pass F5 but fail P2...den for June 2010..i took P1...and the results were out just now...and i scored 45! 45! and I only need 50 to pass!

isk isk isk isk...

i feel sad...but I not sure who I want to share my sadness with...txted ofa and dayah...ofa ask me to play with kittens *random but sweet* while dayah ask me to take it easy...

i plan for holidays if i pass my exam..konon nak gie Gold Coast end of this year..maybe Jakarta too...pastu ingt if pass P1...dec nie nak ambik P2 and P3...so that next year leh gie holiday kat LA and New Zealand...pergghhh...angan-angan..

its not tat i cant go..just tat i will feel bad if i still go for holidays..like..exam tak pass pon..tp nak holiday over over...hahaha...if pass kan senang...boleh go holiday dgn happy and romantic...ngeh ngeh ngeh

but yeah...i'm sad...emotionless...tenung kat phone lama-lama...pfftttttt

esok start kerja kat BAT...(horror-ness)..sila jgn merokok ye kawan kawan..bukan mudah nak audit kilang rokok ok.....*sigh*

look who's back!!!!

i hate fasting month

coz i always have double bookings of 2 clients starting with B...boo hoo!!

esok i'll be super stress

tonite i wont sleep

esok result acca keluar...arrgghhh *tarik tarik rmbut*

kena update blog slalu coz i'll be super stress...so kena release stress thru blog....kalau sms or kolling..takde saper nak layan i coz timing issue...hahahaha

sorry..takde blog bunga bunga cinta lagi..lol

i'm goin to make it happen...so its a close box for now..sorry

owh i hate my working life *google coach jap lah*

selamat bersahur peeps *if there's anyone still read tis*

ps - his hand *pengsan*

ambik kau!

after a month long of complaining why i have to be shipped to port klang.......

esok start client kat uptown plis!

hahahahahaha

the best part is..uptown dekat ngan 7-eleven tuh..otw to masjid from my house...sumpah google map 2 km je plis!

and i would never thought in my entire life...that i would actually walk to my client's place while working under pwc.....haaaaaaahhhhhh

hopefully client esok baik *cross fingers*

my port folio this year not that bad...syarikat rokok BAT..den the famous Felda...den shipping company called Jardine..and now housing development of H*C*M.....

cuti raya dah approve! seminggu!..cuti raya haji pon dah approve!

june cuti half a month pon dah approve!

ok..have another 8 days to slot my annual leave/comp time....holiday anybody??

ps - miss dayah..me bought u a kaftan from kelantan...plis meet up....before kena gigit tikus..huhuhuhu

random

AF8 is currently on now. hurms. mcm bosan. most of the contestants from Sabah and Sarawak. hurms. Stacy will always be my favourite. and Adam too. hah. bosan pon tgk gak. hahahaha.

Just had a new hair-cut. haha. not really a new hair cut. more to trim and fixing my fringe abit. volume-mizing my hair since ppl are saying that i am thin. apakah?? hahaha. intend to keep my hair long enough to have big curls later. perming = gemok. ohh yeah!

still stuck at port klang. haihhhh.

a very dear friend of mine is getting married, insyaAllah in December. and I am super excited. she left pwc around a year ago and now she is getting married. me? still stuck in pwc.. and still boyfriend-less...and life-less...and bosanness..hahahaha

i am trying my best to be a good friend. am i? i try to text..koll..hang out if possible...its hard to juggle between different circle of friends...let me see...i have my primary/secondary school groupie...i have kdu groupie..i have uni of canter groupie..i have pwc-december intake 08 groupie..and i have ve groupie (which btw..dah lama ok tak meet up with kak sou..and its all my fault! haihh)

owh. bought a new coach wallet in peach!

esok kerja. shit! tak sentuh langsung kerja tis weekend. watched made of honor and slumdog millionaire with mom kat tv. haah.

mari main cafe world ramai2!

dayah has her 1st niece. sure best. congrats babe!

where can i buy push-up bra? and spandex too..haha

jealousy..uncontrollable..miss azalia suhaimi looks awesome now. giler gorgeous and happy. really envy her.

need to start ganti puasa soon. esok have to apply cuti raya already. hahaha

somebody wants to book me for a sime darby audit.. noooooooooo!!!!!

owh just got back from kelantan. super-love with kaftans. gorgeous.

ok. wait for esok. some announcement. jeng jeng jeng.

pictures worth a thousand words :)

so...lulus tak nak kahwin nie?? hahahahaha..happy birthday marissa daania qystiena!

better hapdet..nnt cikgu fiza marah..aiyokk!!

haha..i guess the title tells it all...just had a super leceh-meebo gossip session just now..hahaha..sempat lg nak gossip walaupun kerja berlmbak..didnt even start working yet for the day..wuahahaha..

anyway..hows ur v-day? special? romantik? well..for me...i lost my wallet! yes..my coach wallet..so i would definitely remember 14 february 2010 forever k..the day i masuk balai polis again to make a police report..sigh...so by tis week i need to go to maju junction and get my new ic and driving license...in the mean time, i will bw kete mcm org giler coz i dont have any identity card just a piece of paper from the police saying i have lost my wallet..perghhh

i'm not actually mad at the pencuri (who by the way sempat isi minyak 3 kali with my credit card)...now i am actually surfing for a new hand-bag (mestilah coach kann)..eh jap..yg hilang wallet..apsal nak beli new handbag? owh well..it comes with the package kot..hahaha..so new handbag and wallet...hurms..maybe beg office pon lah..hahahahaha..ok..sgt over..but me being me..always stay and think positive..benda dah lepas..nak wat ape kan..shopping lah a new one! ngeehehehehe

owh yes ladies...i did another stupid thing too.....since my life is soo pathetic kan...i decided to treat myself (this happen before my purse hilang)...i decided to buy a diamond necklace! wuaahahahahaha...tats not it...i bought a diamond ring too! ok..sah buang tebiat ok...but i'm loving it..parapapapaaaapppp!

tp tak la mahal maner...tp so happy plis! i bought my first diamond with my own duit gaji...wuahaha...now can go buy rumah already..i'm not sure but currently i like all the things that bling bling...huhuhuhu

ok..i havent meet with few of my babes yet...juggling between work and family and friends and acca is not EASY!!!! last last i tdo je..tdo is the best thing to do! woo hoo...oklah...need to start on my work...i think tis update enough for now..ok tak cikgu fiza??? gossip plis! hahahahahaha

3 more working days..and its the weekend..yeay!!!!

-- pengsan --

peak period is the worst for female auditors....

God knows how many times i cried at my client's place...

why dont people just be nice to each other??

ppl say working in audit firm gain experiences...i have doubt in that..

why dont you resign? ppl ask me...coz of my mom..i replied

i'm stuck...

ditelan mati emak...diluah mati bapak...

soo many unpublished blogs

i'm like a walking zombie

i swear to God dulu i break up pon i never cried this much

being associate 1 is though

i miss being associate 2...

senior??? not looking forward to it...

i wanna change my career

i wanna get married...

i wanna to have someone to share my pain in audit...

haihhhh...