God wont test me unless He knows I can do it...right?

so I fail my acca exam again...

I started my journey of acca from Dec 2008...taking F5...fail..try again in June 2009...fail...for Dec 2009..i decided to take F5 and P2...i managed to pass F5 but fail P2...den for June 2010..i took P1...and the results were out just now...and i scored 45! 45! and I only need 50 to pass!

isk isk isk isk...

i feel sad...but I not sure who I want to share my sadness with...txted ofa and dayah...ofa ask me to play with kittens *random but sweet* while dayah ask me to take it easy...

i plan for holidays if i pass my exam..konon nak gie Gold Coast end of this year..maybe Jakarta too...pastu ingt if pass P1...dec nie nak ambik P2 and P3...so that next year leh gie holiday kat LA and New Zealand...pergghhh...angan-angan..

its not tat i cant go..just tat i will feel bad if i still go for holidays..like..exam tak pass pon..tp nak holiday over over...hahaha...if pass kan senang...boleh go holiday dgn happy and romantic...ngeh ngeh ngeh

but yeah...i'm sad...emotionless...tenung kat phone lama-lama...pfftttttt

esok start kerja kat BAT...(horror-ness)..sila jgn merokok ye kawan kawan..bukan mudah nak audit kilang rokok ok.....*sigh*