sehati berdansa :)

*taking vacuum cleaner and start attacking the spider web across the blog..fuihh..penat..penat*

esok i'll be starting my audit work back. hello FELDA! long time never hear from ya. so traffic, welcome back!!!! so if i am just gonna start back my audit work, what have i been doing after raya? hurms *think back* a week of lepaking at the office...2 weeks of charity work at Rumah Juara at Petaling Jaya, 1 week of charity work at Karunai Illam, Kepong...so yeah, a month of doing nuthing! so expecting esok my pwc audit guide gonna be karat and basi ok!

i'm expecting to work with Felda for the next 3 weeks. so sesaper nak tgk CUCI the musical, holla me! I kat area ctu je kot...jom! jom! after Felda, my so-called study leave begins! First i plan to go to Penang for 2 days 1 night, hopefully jadik laaa *crossing fingers*..pastu around 20-23 nov i am going to JB..pastu i akan study and exam arnd 1st week december. pastu cuti cuti malaysia with miss-aufa-chan to Kuching! yeayyyy!..ok i is so 1 malaysia..haha..

saper tgk sehati berdansa? i vote goes to sazzy falak and sein ruffedge of kos. i hate hate isma..tolong la..the k-town clan for a clown dance sooo tak rnb k...their dance move is ok, performance wise pon best, gimmick semua ok..tp sila ikut theme plis! mirnawan has the lowest vote..hello? are malaysians blind? wifey dier gler groovy k menari..far away better than sein wife lah...but since sein nyer wifey tuh anak muhammad bin muhammad taib, so judges pon mcm kasi markah tinggi laa...

sazzy will always have my votes. i envy her since zaman sekolah lagi. her beauty. her wonderful wedding. her honeymoon. her hubby. her still bein sexy after kahwin. ok so nak hubby like tat plis! hahahaha..didie will always be the fun couple. sronok k tgk diorang. yang lain lain tuh tak memorable sgt...

esok kena gie jalan semarak. owh malasnyer. client file tak habis baca lagi. duit kat dalam bank tinggal RM139 jer..apakah? hahahahahahahahaha

separuh akhir juara lagu dah nak start. all the best to one nation emcees, stacy and adam. saper nak gie tgk? jommmmmm!!!

current thots in my mind : malaysia mempunyai 2 iklim, panas dan hujan sepanjang tahun, PwC pula mempunyai 2 iklim juga, peak dan off-peak sepanjang tahun..hahahaha

teacher alia?

ok..dah raya dah...fun!!!

apologies for not updating my blog..reason no 1 : i am not on job rite now!!! yuhuuuuuu~~~~~~ for this two weeks, i am VOLUNTEERING to become a teacher at this children shelther house thingy...part of the office programme......owh before anyone says how baik my office is...its not baik..trust me...every year and throughout the year..my company will send a group of three associates to go to this charity programme....why??? coz of TAX DEDUCTIONS kotttt!! duh..ikhlas lar sgt my company kannnn...hahahahaha

anyway...for this two weeks...i shall be called as teacher alia..wuahaha..i teach nursery rhymes...bm tatabahasa...english..and basic math..woohoo..bgn kul 8...bertolak arnd 8.30...school starts at 9...lunch break from 12-2...5 finish school...wuahhhhhh..heaven kot! did i mention that there is no use of laptop?? fun!!

ok..promise esok update lagi byk k...mcm malas je tonite..tgh surfing flight tix to cuti cuti...hahahaha..johor bahru..here i come!

ps - cik aufa..sila tgk at my bottom right page..ada org from kawasaki jepun k view my blog..err...hometown matsujun kan? ke nanba senpai? *gelak guling guling* gewd nyte peeps!!

dah nak raya!

omg! next week raya kot!

i have yet to do any raya shopping at all! br bayar zakat thru my mom td. need to work for the next 6days. pastu cuti!

ppl say kerja auditor kaya raya. its true! not coz our gaji tinggi. its just that we dont have time to shop! life pon takde. berangan nak shopping raya. hahaha. no matter how much i complain abt my work. weirdly enough. i am happy. its nice to travel around - port klang, padang jawa, sheraton, felda, ss2..exploring jalan and tempat makan is adventurous. meeting new ppl, new perangai of diff accounts exects. its just the dateline and messy-ness of filing and keeping accounting records which makes the job suffering...and yes, budget-driven managers..and kiasu-seniors too..huhu

anyway. to all my babes. hari sabtu depan saya nak shopping. saper nak ikut? mari kita cari baju last minute and kasut last minute. really hope raya on monday. wahai fortune-teller, raya monday plis! *shake my magic 8-ball, the answers are: 1st try - unlikely, 2nd try-focus and try again, 3rd try-no doubt about it! *

i wanted a new shoe. target-charles keith. i wanted a new handbag. target-coach. i wanted a new hairstyle. target-sense studio. i wanted a new necklace. target-pascoes? micheal hill? hahaha. i have been wearing tis 7ringsofluck necklace since..erm..2007..haha..giler lama..wanted to buy a new necklace....is a diamond rantai a too much? silver kat malaysia nie kennot trust la...sure hitam wannn..but i have been eyeing on tis round locket..yg mcm bling bling tuh..gorgeous ok! just has yet to check the prices...isetan..here i come!

hurms. kuih raya serious takde ok tis year. mum busy wif her classes. i kerja mcm separuh mati. so mmg gler takder mood raya. so i hope raya falls on monday so tat, ari sabtu can go settle my stuff. hari ahad tolong mak. pastu hari isnin pengsan. hahahaha.

but then again. i dun have car. so all my plans. will be ruin. saper nak bawa me to go shop? saper nak bawa me to go to saloon? saper nak bawa me even to go to threading eyebrow? uhuks~ dem u perodua, why why i have to hit u?

monday nie pwc ada wat berbuka kat felda. will i make it? hurmsssss

chch peeps in kl..saper wat open hse weih? rindu kot lepak2 raya mcm dulu. now takyah download citer melayu and tgk together. we download cite matsalleh laks ok. hahaha.

owh fika is join pwc tis coming wednesday! clap clap. so next week ari khamis she has to work eventhough me cuti the whole week. fika, after work jom tgk wayang plis!hope u survive babe in this audit world...jom tgk wayang ugly truth plis! me have free gsc tixs..

owh had great one and only berbuka posa with friends event at chillis the other day. it was nice seeing yaya after she left me in pwc *drama*..hahaha..owh only i realized masa update pasal semua budak kdu..we act miss out my ex boyfie..hahahaha..talking about moving on..thanks fika for the ride...

patutkah saya wat open house tahun ini?

ok. nak abum.

sgt random topic saya hari nie. huhu

ps- ada org ofis tanya me straight-forward. alia, are you avoding us? me just :)

mari mengira!

a quick calculation jom!!

dalam satu hari ada 24 jam

one way from my house to client place = 2 jam

-description: kuar rumah by 7, naik train lrt to bangsar, waited for senior to car-pooled till klang! of kos traffic kat federal so smpai tempat client around 8.45 thus total accumulated time is equivalent to 2 hours

one way from client's place to my house =2 jam

-description: kuar tempat client around maghrib (buka posa kurma and roti). senior dropped me at lrt bangsar. berebut to naik lrt towards kl sentral to solat maghrib (client's surau mcm tercorok dlm kilang, scaryyy!) after solat naik balik train lrt towards kj. waited for mom to pick me up. smpai rumah around 9.

mandi and bersiap = 1 jam (sekali sehari ya kawan2)

makan sahur& makan post-poned buka posa = 2 jam

berangan and rehat-rehat = 1 jam (surfing internet, txting, calling and update blog included di sini)

tido = at least 4 jam, the most 5 jam. thus average 4.5 jam

so summarize it.

one day =24 jam

transport =(4)

mandi =(1)

makan =(2)

relax =(1)

tido =(4.5)

BALANCE =11.5 hours -------> KERJA OK!

if ada class, sila minus tido to 3 and minus another 4 to class, thus total balance of working at day end is equivalent to 8.5 hours

so if we bring forward my lack of sleep, letihness and such, let say 4hours per day

so remaining days till raya is around 17days

17 x 4 = 68hours

cuti raya applied = 5 days = 5 x 24 = 120hours

maka raya = 120 hours - 68hours = 52hours = 2days 2 hours to enjoy raya

public holidays given by govt = 2 days

thus officially raya holiday = 2 hours....woohooooooo~~~

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

do i sound like auditor already?

no title

all i want to do now

what i really wanna do now

is

just

CRY....

jawa field - translate it to bm plis!

its 11pm now. i have yet to start on my work. sempat lagi nak blog. ahh. couldnt care less. just got back from my nite-part-time-class. woohoo~ buka posa dalam class plis! so its either client's place or college. ok, giler best my life *sarcastic to myself*

my current client is at padang jawa. where exectly is padang jawa? in the zone of klang plis! hahaha. mom insisted to send me to work eventhough i have planned other things. she even insisted to pick me up from client's today and send me to class. end result? she is super tired and mcm nak demam. haihhhhh. not enuf, all the way to client's place, and from client's place to sunway college, i have to hear why there are such thing as traffic jams and the troublesome of passing through traffic jams. i hate it! i hate it! isnt it enuf of me feeling guilty that other ppl have to mention it out loud? i didnt ask for the accident laaaaaa. isk isk isk isk

so esok i just tell my mom i will take lrt. just send me to lrt and i figure out ways. what time to go to lrt, by 7 dah smpai sana k! so sah sah lepas sahur kennot sleep. *wish me luck here* takpe takpe, 18 hari je lagi..haha..org lain wat countdown nak raya..i wat countdown to have a break k!

new job. hurms. so far. ok. tp time budget dier mcm sucks kot! owh well. client mcm helpful. have to cover control sections and balance sheet items. owh i'm not the youngest in the team nemore. say bye bye to ppe and cash section. seem like july intake is taking over. i soooo hate trade receivables k! *wut to do*

esok need to register for my acca exam

esok need to settle my previous client kat office after working hours

esok need to complete my control cycle for my current client

esok i pengsan plis!

owh nak gossip jap. my one and only friend in the office - maysarah told me td. her last day was last friday. pastu 2 peeps in the office (our batchmates) ajak to berbuka posa together. apparently ada email spreading around in which send by my-owh-so-glamour-scandal (for those attend wedding in seremban, its the same guy ya)...pastukan maysarah being maysarah...gie tanyer...alia datang tak?? *sumpah she mcm sengaja k coz she knows the story*..pastu one of them mcm tak tau nak jawab...and tanyer balik..u dah lama tak jumpe alia ke? u nak jumpe dier ek? and another one mcm terus check email nak tgk i di-invite ke tak....of kos la i tak kena invite kannnnnn! pastu mcm nak cover, ckp he can always just forward the email to me...sumpah i tak dpt pon kot! den she just simply replied back saying ada family event to berbuka posa together..hahahaha

i'm not sure what's my real mistake is. everyone. everyone in my batchmate mcm avoiding me. seriously! i know that i am not that free to lepak all the time. i have family responsibilities. if i kuar malam, i keep thinking sapa jaga rumah and hows mom and such. iye, there are only the two of us in the house yar. and i have to do many other house chores too. so if i politely cant make to any of the event, that does not mean u can delete me from the inviting list. i know that i can be boring. but dun be rude!

hurms. takpelah. benda dah lepas. things like this, shows to u who are your real friends are. unfortunately almost all my office friends are cabuting away from pwc. pffftttttt..

sumtimes, by looking at facebook. it hurts! u see your officemates having fun berbuka and such. i hate you internet! i hate you cameras. raarrrrrrrrr!

ok. 11.35 now. dunno wen to sleep. understanding and valuation of client's control. here i come!!!!

ps- did i mention earlier i need to be at lrt by 7...?

lebamness

my eyes are sleepy. its been a week of ramadhan now. and finally today baru i buka posa makan nasi. so smgt makan nasi ayam summore. nasi ayam alia kan sedap *angkat bakul puji sendiri*. hahahaha. i have been sick, emotionally drained and tired of working for the past week. few days i buka posa at client's place. kurma and biscuits. by the time around 10 to 11ish balik, dah penat. terus tido. 100plus is my current vitamin. haah. tp alhamdullillah my makan mood is back today. no more sakit perut and such. yeay!

td finalize paperworks for insurance. kena lukis tempat kejadian kot! sebelum and selepas plis! of kos i akan letak mcm bunga2, rumput, burung, matahari, hahahaha. owh the car that i hit was perodua viva. so i am officialy declaring a war towards viva. say no to viva! now even tdo pon asyik teringt those seconds before the accident. haihhhh. *looking for a delete button on my head*

so now transport wise still working on it. so to my friends yang tak posa which indirectly mean tak solat terawikh, plis let me know coz i mite need teman berbicara while waiting for mom to pick me up after she finishes her solat terawikhs. ok? ok?

owh my area lutut/betis have few lebam lebam. terhantuk maner ntah pon tak sure. td solat br sedar. pretty sure sbb terlanggar handbreak saper ntah tuh..hahahahaha..tumpang-ing car is not fun!

owh todaykan my phone tertiba tunjuk reminder of sumthing....sort of anniversary lah..2 years ago...amiralia.....hahahaha..sumpah i nak tergelak tgk tat nickname...omg!!!! i was being sooo lame plis!

my office ada kuar kad raya. saper nak? sila kasi addy kat me plis! i smgt nak hantar nie. owh i have niat to send one to n*q*b (which from now onwards i will nickname him as he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned..ahah) for those close to me, knows that i did my best to be friends with him. i did msged him on friendster and facebook..no response..i did txted him, no reply...i did called his house phone..and he answered..and we talked..for hours..and i just said, if its ok with you, maybe we could meet up and patch sum things..he never gimme a call back...even idzwan (tat guy from welly also known as baybee..ingt tak? he is my new best friend kat ofis ok)..said i did my best dah..so if he taknak..there isnt much i can do...owh apparently i slalu dpt updates abt him from faiz yatim kot his name..another pwcian but currently working in penang. he slalu je tegur2 me thru office chat. dah lar tak penah borak before tis, and his first pickup line was...'i'm sorry, i had to ask..ar you aliawati, the chch girl, he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned ex?'..hahaha...terkedu kot i...but ape ape pon...i do hope things will be better between us...so should i send kad raya to him?

can sumone tell me how to move on..? sumhow, along the way..i didnt believe in love and such thing called eternity..haah...

ps - ngantuk la..jom tido!

*speechless*

as at 10.25pm, alhamdullillah i manage to cover most of the process...its not fun i tell you.

first i went to balai polis traffik again tis morning. just to take the stupid report which they can easily give it to me yesterday nite but no. ikut protokol, kena ambik the next day. pffttttt. dah lar mcm jauh kot kat jalan tun hs lee. plus with pakcik pakcik polis thinking they are hot and abg-abg insurance thinking i need help. soooooo gross k. sumpah mcm nak mandi wajib terus k. hahahahaha

while waiting for the report to be ready. called my insurance. there this one chinese shop at kmpung kayu ara which is the authorised bengkel for my insurance but mum insist to go to proton edar still. google and found one near seksyen 13 (eventhough kat mutiara damansara ada satu..haha)

so went to the proton edar insurance claim dept first. owh that abang is sooooooo buncit k *i am writing tis at nite, after buka posa, so segala kutukan tidak mengurangkan pahala posa saya..sekian :)* he thinks like we are so stupid and dumb. iye. mmg saya yang bw kete itu and saya langgar. dun have to repeat it over and over again. pastu ckp. nie boleh settle as fast as possible. most prob after raya ok! sumpah lama kotttttttt! pastu alasan dier sbb org lain nak raya jugak....what abt me? i ada kerja kotttttt!!!

but since i opt to keep quiet all the way and let mum handle it. so i diam je lah. the way he look at first..eeuuwwwwwwww...i always have things again these 'perasan pakciks'..*sigh*

do u know when u make a report at balai police, u have to write it in malay. such as pada hari ketika saya sedang memandu kereta dari ke .......tiba-tiba sesuatu berlaku dan saya cuba menekan brek tetapi terlanjak ke hadapan dan melanggar kereta di

hahahaha. mum and abg was arguing what to write while i type. boleh tak pakcik tuh tanyer i boleh type computer ke tak? am i that buta-IT? *geleng geleng kepala*

me without a car is like a lipas with its leg *lipas kudung*...my pikiran is sooo serabut thinking abt work and classes..how laaa..howwww??

i can smell the issue arising soon. esok my second bro nak gie kl. wanting mom to send him to lrt. mom has kelas ngaji everyday from 8.30 to 2pm. so how??? i have work. mom now has to send me. esok and lusa ok lagi. still at SS2 je. after that?? *telan panadol*

thinking nnt next week i have to go out from hse like at 6 kot so that mom can return back here by 8 to attend her classes. balik confirm lepas terawikhs laa br she is free. *finding energy drink to keep me strong*

owh my EL day isnt that bad...managed to go to bazaar ramadhan td. eventhough me mcm takde mood nak makan *have been sakiting perut since last week*..i enjoyed my moments there. and i managed to go to terawikh at masjid mujahideen td. met few mom's friend and gossip. *ok..dlm masjib kot*

so i guess its not that bad afterall. esok confirm have to tell setori mori to my team. owh i didnt touch my work at all *clap clap*

its almost 11 now. kinda sleepy. i miss chuck. i really do. the garage seem empty without chuck. i'm sorry chuck for leaving u behind at proton edar. u must be cold and lonely. i promise i would take good care of you after tis k. eventhough rmai ckp proton is no good and such, but after the accident makes me heart chuck evenmore. he's been good to me. tonz of memories in the car. so how many ppl kutuk proton, i stand on my very two on feet that my chuck is strong! *emo tak bertempat plis*

u will never realize what you have until it is gone infront of your very own two eyes...

i wish i have a boyfie now. maybe he could help out a little. guys and car are inseparable kan. or at least guy-friends that could help me out a little. huhuhuhu. takpelah. life move on.

my phone is extremely quiet tonite. kinda miss that person who calls me 'baby'. owh well....

toodles~

ps - few ppl annoys me, forcing me to go to ksp dinner (office dinner)..if you dun know whats goin on with my life, dun make assumption and force me to have fun. me in no mood and plis respect that. thank you *eventhough no one in the office read this..i think*

and i decided to blog again..

kia ora...
i always wanted to blog again. i was an active blogger when i was back in chch and sumhow it got stop when i'm back here in malaysia. it has been monthssssss since the last time i wrote. i miss writing. i do. i miss sharing my thoughts and experience too.

thus i have planned to activate my blog again. was contemplating whether to make it private or not. decided not to make it private as i love receiving comments. comments mean sumbdy actually cared for you *in this technology way of life* thus if i make it private, i'm not sure who i wanna to invite to read it. i do not have lots of friends *sob sob*

again, i have planned to activate my blog. being perfectionist and wanted to make my layout, theme and music perfect takes ages when u are an auditor. owh, did i tell u that i am working as an auditor now? in an owh-so-prestigious company called PricewaterhouseCoopers. well..i have no comment on that yet. work is work. no complain. thats my motto. *boring*

thank god by 1st Ramadhan i am satisfied with everything here. but work still pulls me behind. plus the fact that i am currently studying part time too. with family responsibilities and different group of friends. its hard to make time for all.

so again, what makes me write again today? the answer is simple...

I JUST HAD AN ACCIDENT YESTERDAY!

dun worry. alhamdullillah i'm fine. no one got hurt. but i did bang the car real bad. poor 'chuck'...the front really got smashed up. i am just gonna summarized what has happened. i was driving from client's place back to office as there was a function starts at 6pm. it was smooth journey from my place till i reached jalan damansara towards bangsar (sprint highway) and all of sudden there's a long queue to turn right and next thing i know it was like.....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....kedebosh!!!!!!!

so i hope by writing this, no one will ask me again. *wishful*. lazy to tell over and over again but i guess thats part of life. jaga tepi kain org is a must kannn. gossips kot!

so today i am on emergency leave. settle first part of police report yesterday nite. an experience i do not want to repeat. now waiting to finalize the report and den need to settle the insurance and workshop. crap! next week my client would be in shah alam. owh how laaa..taking bus? *dayah, need ur help here*

owh for those reading and know how 'fun' my work in the firm is...today..i mean till 1.20pm...i have been receiving calls from everyone asking me to replicate!!!! sooo much of their concern kannnn...owh i decided to take EL (emergency leave) last nite. den this morning, i tertido till 8.45am kot, till sumone woke me up. den only i realized that none of my team actually contacted me asking if me come to work or not! such a happy family i have kannn....den wen i txted them saying me taking EL and such.....continuously calls of replicating and info....owh so sweet laaa..nvertheless it doesnt bother me much la..was prepared for it dah...work is work...they are just officemates and not friends *fullstop*

oklah. i think the report is ready. need to go.

owh dun worry. i will be actively sharing my thoughts and updates here. the accident thought me lessons of life. LESSONS k.

the accident thought me that...

...i dun really have much friends that i can be fully dependable of. like will be there for you no matter what..i really had to scroll the name list and thinking whether each of the names has other obligations or commitments and such..finally i got tired and just dun call any of my friends yet

...in order to be dependable and happy..since i cant rely on 'org tersayang' and such...i shall activate my blog again. i know my blog will always be here and i can share everything here *thank you blog*

...there are friends who knows u real well and can cheer u up no matter how sad i am. did i tell you that i cried like air terjun yesterday after the accident? i guess all my accumulated probs got sum up and it just burst!

...family is the best. has the bestest abg in the whole world! *currently i am his proud mr bean who hit a car*

...all things that happen ada hikmahnya. eventhough i met an accident. i'm still ok. the other ppl in the other car is ok. my best friend got a job in pwc too and starting soon. manage to get EL today to have at least few hours of break from job.

...sorted few personal issues with my feelings.

i am slowly climbing back to my ladder of life. will you help me along the way?